Last night, my husband and I were talking about my blog post on trying. He is incredibly supportive and I am so very thankful for that. After much discussion, I can to the realization that I'm not afraid to try. And I'm not afraid to try and fail. What I am afraid of is the potential consequences to trying and/or trying and failing.
It is a nice realization. I don't need to work up the courage to try. I need to figure out how to deal with a possibility. But it is a huge and immensely terrifying possibility. I'll just keep trying to improve and get past my fears.
P.S. I did call the doctor today but it is his day off. I will call back tomorrow.
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