This is how I've felt the past couple of days. Nothing seems quite right and I feel like I'm just not in the right place or in the right moment or something else entirely. The caption for this image was "Forgot how to dog." I think, maybe, I have forgot how to Shanda. I'm having memory issues again and just feel heavy and floaty and overwhelmed but uninspired. It's as though I cannot remember how to be me. Sure, I can be any one of the fake mes. Grab a mask and slap it on and showtime. But the real me, she's hiding or gone or just forgotten.
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